Friday, May 4, 2012

and there I was...

The most beautiful experiences in my life have happened when the Lord has set them up for me. 2 years ago you could've asked me where I was headed and I wouldve given you a full list of plans ahead of me. Even the name of who I'd marry...

Fast forward two years, I look back and think of that girl. How motivated she was, and I am so proud of her, it got her to places where she was meant to be, even if they weren't necessarily where she saw herself.  However, if I could go back two years, I would probably encourage that girl to follow the Lord blindly, to take his hand and let him take the course. 

It was those moments where I was "lost" or a plan "failed" that I found the best things ever. I found myself (: The hardest moments where probably when I fought for something I wanted so bad when in reality it wasnt at all what I needed. 

I can look at the present in the eyes now and say, I thought I knew what you would look like but I had no idea, however...Im glad I trusted enough to get here because youre much better than expected. 

What do I tell myself now for the future??

To keep holding on, to love everyone who I come in contact and to ALWAYS learn from any "failure" because it will lead me to my greatest success. I tell myself now to have goals and dreams and chase after them with all my heart but also with loopholes in case the Lord has something greater. (: 

Its a great feeling to be able to look at the present in the eyes and say, I've used all my resources and worked hard to get here and I know you'll take me somewhere better!!

Keep holding on but be willing to let go when necessary if its in order to find yourself because youre the greatest reward you could give yourself!  

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